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well............ its finally over. after five years of being close to be its finally gone........... tonight is the night that i lost my necklace, well to be correct it was last night. anyway to make a long story short i was at a quince and i guess while i was dancing with sonia thte link that held the pendent broke and well, its gone now and nothing i say or do can bring it back. its a geat feeling of loss but i guess ill just have to deal with it. i dont know.... i guess it was because it was my most prized possession is why i feel so bad. i mean there was never anything else that meant nearly as much as it did to me, but now i have to move on. so i have a few bids on some stuff that may be able to replace what i have lost but i dont know...... *sigh* i guess all good things have to come to an end sometime. i do feel a bit bad for snapping at sonia but at first i did blame her because it was her idea to have me go and dance but i guess that would be wrong of me to say its her fault (as a good girl friend of mine reminded me) i just really really miss it already, almost to the point of crying but it wont do me any good so why bother. ill just read harry potter till i know what happens with my bids (note, yes i have started reading harry potter. im on the third book and its actually pretty good) well anyway being its late and i really dont have much else to say i guess ill end it at that. goodbye old friend.......... i will miss you being so close to my heart but nothing can take your place in my memories, ever. til next we meet again, ja from the scorpion who lost his soul.