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[syrinakintari]

I'm currently wondering why the hell I never seem to love somebody that i might have a chance in hell of being with! The majority of the time I'm okay with this b/c it's not like I have a lot of time to spend with someone anyone. But sometimes like tonight it just fuckin sucks!

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[archmage]

*hugs*

They just haven't been worthy of you yet.

[syrinakintari]

Maybe or maybe it's me who knows.

Right now I really just want someone to fuck and someone that I can talk to about anything and everything that isn't over a thousand mile drive away (and that I will not get in trouble for spending time with me). Hell they don't even freakin be the same person!

You and I know they don't even have to be the same person. It was wonderful when it was but hey.

In case you haven't guessed it yet this is the kind of stuff that I don't need to express on my facebook page. I can't trust most of the people there to be able to handle it.

[archmage]

Well, of course. Some things are not for the public.

The fact is that you are a special person (and I'm speaking beyond my bias on this). Ever seen Singles? Janet asks "So, I'm not an Amazon woman?" Steve replies, "You...you're from the high plains." The point was that she was not some glossy magazine definition of desirable, she was something that took work to obtain and that, once won over, she'd be the best thing one could have.

That's you, darlin'. Whoever clicks right with you is hooked, and until then, you must continue to quest and leave the unworthy behind you. in the meantime, take what you want. ;)

[syrinakintari]

I just want someone I can talk to again. And Frank these are people I have "just licked" with like you and I did back in the day. It's just that they are already with someone or timing is just not write. I'm beinging to feel like that is the story of my life.

You should know I've seen singles. Now all i want is someone who says Gezunheit when I sneeze. yeah I know its a paraphrase but you get the idea.

[archmage]

That person is out there. I'd stake my life on it.

Keep searching, doll. The harder you have to look, the better it is when you get it, right? *hugs*

[syrinakintari]

Thanks doll and sorry that I have been such a drag lately. I'm not really looking at all if you mean for someone to be with...not at this time anyone.

I've just been so stressed that anything and everything was getting to me on a massive scale! The weekend in at the lake with some of my closest friends in the Legion helped immensely! I now believe it is at least possible for me to make it through the 1st week of classes without playing croquet with peoples heads.

[archmage]

You're not being a drag. Everyone has to get things out from time to time, and I'm always happy to listen.

[syrinakintari]

I know you are. Thank you so much for still being that person for me! I think your still the only person that I can talk to about absolutely anything in the world.