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so very pregnant and it has been so very hot. i'm dealing with it well - i'm just exhausted....and my feet look like weird stuffed sausages. poor feet! 36 weeks tomorrow. changing table arrives today and that is that last "omg we need X before the baby gets here" item. i could so sleep right now.
things feel...different is the only way i can describe it without being totally gross and tmi. i haven't been crazy cleaning as i'm told i will do, but my house is normally pretty clean as it is...not sure what i would clean if i had the urge. maybe alphabetizing things. the library could use a bit of order. i did do a bit of garden clean up. but no urge to scrub my base boards as my sister did....but my base boards don't need scrubbing. caulking! there is caulking to be done lol! i really can't see myself on my knees re-caulking the stair railing spindles.
the lack of motivation - wow! i have never felt this kind of lack of motivation in my life. i actually started trying to play la noire on the xbox, realized that i had to change discs, and instead of getting up to do that, switched to watching netflix to avoid getting up, bending down to find the case, and switching the discs out. that is some serious lack of motivation there.
i apparently have had a weird expression on my face as well. pretty much every evening, j looks at me, gets a concerned look, and asks if i'm okay. i have no response beyond that i'm fine - just tired. he seems overtly concerned, so it really makes me wonder what the hell is written all over my face that has him so concerned.
ok - there is work to be done and i should stop dallying!
things feel...different is the only way i can describe it without being totally gross and tmi. i haven't been crazy cleaning as i'm told i will do, but my house is normally pretty clean as it is...not sure what i would clean if i had the urge. maybe alphabetizing things. the library could use a bit of order. i did do a bit of garden clean up. but no urge to scrub my base boards as my sister did....but my base boards don't need scrubbing. caulking! there is caulking to be done lol! i really can't see myself on my knees re-caulking the stair railing spindles.
the lack of motivation - wow! i have never felt this kind of lack of motivation in my life. i actually started trying to play la noire on the xbox, realized that i had to change discs, and instead of getting up to do that, switched to watching netflix to avoid getting up, bending down to find the case, and switching the discs out. that is some serious lack of motivation there.
i apparently have had a weird expression on my face as well. pretty much every evening, j looks at me, gets a concerned look, and asks if i'm okay. i have no response beyond that i'm fine - just tired. he seems overtly concerned, so it really makes me wonder what the hell is written all over my face that has him so concerned.
ok - there is work to be done and i should stop dallying!