Disorientation
School ended with B's in racistbitch class and Heidegger. A's were Research Methods and Brain and Behavior (which should have been the worst grade) and an A- in Sociology. I've maintained the necessary 3.7 GPA (I got a 3.73) so academic future looks good.
I'm dealing with a serious psychophysiological crisis but it seems to be better. With the help of drugs I am hoping to realign myself with reality. I need to figure out where I am. I need to figure out what I am right now so I can live accordingly. This writing is for another day. Generally, I am afraid I am still in a school mentality and can't relax. There is much to do: Baby Jesus, vandalism, writing, not reading, hanging out with people (Coco, Sean, and Sahra specifically), and basic development shit. I want to be normal and winter break is five motherfucking weeks long so I hope shit happens.
I'm dealing with a serious psychophysiological crisis but it seems to be better. With the help of drugs I am hoping to realign myself with reality. I need to figure out where I am. I need to figure out what I am right now so I can live accordingly. This writing is for another day. Generally, I am afraid I am still in a school mentality and can't relax. There is much to do: Baby Jesus, vandalism, writing, not reading, hanging out with people (Coco, Sean, and Sahra specifically), and basic development shit. I want to be normal and winter break is five motherfucking weeks long so I hope shit happens.