Interesting...
What a week. I worked my ass off last week and did a damn good job keeping up with sales at work i busted my ass and did everything i was asked to do. so why when i got annette came back from her mtgs i was just blown off. and then she makes her schedule and my hours are cut to 22 instead of 26. i cant live on that anymore. i cant live now. so i start looking in the paper for a job. i have an interview tomorrow morning at the Milagro Spa in red bank. its a spa inside of the atlantic club. upsccale and all. its for customer svc. booking and confirming appts. phone calls and general office duties. nothing different from what i do at sears except for the photography. Im pretty proud of myself. im feeling accomplished. im doig all kinds of grown up things that simply needed doing. my pockets sre empty but somehow i am making it. so i get to work and annetee sits down with me and makes the offer of asst mgr. i almost fall out of the chair. she tells me its a guaranteed 30 hrs a week benefits and so on and so forth. im just like (to myself) "whats the catch" hen she goes into the things i need to "work on" 1st. my photography needs to get better my wardrobe needs to get better and my empowerment needs improvement. (at sears empowerment is being able to deal with the customers without needing a manager) im likecool if the spa doesnt work our i still have a chance to FINALLY move up at sears. then shes like well you have to work opposite me which means you'll have to work saturday's. thats it! thats the catch. she HATES working saturdays all by herself. shes giving me the up so ill work saturdays. no other reasoning. its not my hard work. my obvious hunger to go farther no! when i went home mom said "fuck her! when you leave there will be no more money coming in" i make the biggest sales yet my photography needs work. it needs work because i give my customer what they ask for rather than follow and exact sequence each ime i take my pictures. its like being in school. every session gets graded and if your grades suck your out. excuse me i thought i was an adult, i already graduated high school. i worked for my grades im not doing double work to please the company. i make the sales and keep my customers happy i htought that was the goal at ANY job. then i started thinkin, do i really want to lock into a company thats going to treat me like im in school and make a career. every week prices change guidelines change policies change. whats the point i am mentally exhausted from keeping up. plus if i get the job at the milagro spa i get a free membership to the atlantic club and spa disounts. can we say facial? spa pedicures!!! id be happy as a calm. keep your fingers crossed for me!!!