did god give me a coupon?
Jr got the job jr got the job thank god all mighty jr got the job. hes working for a company thats kinda county kind of not. hes a traffic control flagger....so he goes to sites where road construction is being done and sets up cones and waves the traffic around. hes been in belmar the last 2 days and hasnt had to wave traffic. he sits on the boardwalk and watches natural gas co work on lines in the road. i sat and had lunch on the beach with him the last 2 days. walked on the boardwalk. it was peaceful. no anxiety attacks im just run a little ragged running around. angela treated me to lunch with her first paycheck. it was cute. shes running track and decided she was too sore to go to school. so i gave her a good day while being broke. she took me to lunch i took her for a walk and then to the deserted old lowes parking lot and gave her a driving lesson. i know i know shes 14 ...i got my first driving lesson when i was 13. she didnt do too badly. then i said what the hell lets go check prices at work out world and got the grand tour. they definitley sold me now if only i could afford it. id love to go to the gym. did that just come out of my mouth? anyway good for keek. but back to jr hes gonna get like 800 to a grand a paycheck. thats more maoney than either of us have ever made. they random drug test so wonder of wonders hes decided to quit. said our future is much more important. thatn hes been looking at trailers for sale down in brick and perusing the apts in the paper. he said one of the old guys he used to do yardwork for wants to sell a fully furnished trailer to him and may work out a good deal since they r buds. pray for me. i think ive prayed so much god turned on the answering machine. hes listening even if he is screening. now ive got to situate me. jrs getting the message i can focus on me. i knew they werent ALL right bout my husband. hes not a total loser he just needed time to come around. i dont think i could love him anymore but everyday i surprise myself wiht how much more love i can cram into my already enlarged heart. tee hee