i feel wierd.
i dont know why. ive been nautious....queasy. when i think about eating i get queasy. thats very not normal for me. i feel nervous. i get bouts of butterflies for no reason. i get dizzy, light headed, and sometimes a little vertigo in the morning. jr thinks im pregnant i think i need a shrink. mom thinks its depression i just wish it would go away. i need to be AWAY from matt. far far away. the sounds of him and anthonys voices.....nails on a chalkboard. as soon as i hear anthonys car pull up i start shaking wondering if its good or bad when they walk in the door. 9 times out of 10 its bad. if its not bad it goes that way. joey says at the end of the month hes proposing to shannon. i dont want to be any part of it.
im so beaten down by his family that i cant even take happy times. whatever duty calls. back to work. with NASTY GHETTO people
im so beaten down by his family that i cant even take happy times. whatever duty calls. back to work. with NASTY GHETTO people