not good
you have got to be kidding me. friends she says, i am holding her back from getting more friends? wtf is that suppose to mean. i can't do, i just can't do it. i loved her and its the fact that i love that this hurts so much especially at a time when everything is going to shit. i don't wanna be here. i feel like i am living a fake life. feel like no one here cares. i feel unwanted. but i keep waking up everyday to try to fulfill that promise i made, the expectation that everyone has for me. i can't leave because then they'd think i am a failure. think i wasn't good enough. truth is i never got a chance