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You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it
And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it
I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me
i don't understand. greatest 12 days ever but it all just seems like a distant dream
how did she fall apart right in front of my eye's.
Grandma i love you and i hope you get better cause i don't know what to do without you
it seems like no matter how much i try to avoid drama it follows me
i thought i was over her, i stopped talking to her cause i thought she didn't care
but it seems i was wrong and could of making the worst mistake of my life by letting her go
she is the greatest person to me and i was too blind because i could not be happy with myself
How dare you tell me how to live my life? you did your job
let it go your baby has gotten older and i know it is hard to believe
but i do know what i am doing
it is something i really want as a dedication to my family
the family that was dealt with addiction and still fights the battle to this day
the father deals with his own issues through alcohol
the father that hasn't heard of his one brother, who could be in jail or dead
the father whose other brother lives off of disability welfare money
the father who has taught me to rise above the ashes and become hero i can truly look up to
the mother he is 20+ years sober
the mother who learned how to drink from her mother who can't go through a day withouth her friend Jack Daniels
the mother who is always taught me that becoming who i am meant getting past my mental obsticales
I am proud of my name and what it has defined me to be
i have had to hold in so much more that what people see
so i will dedicate my art to the people who will define me
even if you don't agree, it is meaningful to me