*Sigh* Wtf is wrong with me?
I just got back from the mall with some friends, but honestly I have mix feeling throughout the entire time. I felt like I was a 4th wheel in the group itself. Everyone is cool and all but I couldn't really find anything to start a conversation with. Throughout the entire time everyone was enjoying themselves and connected with each other but I couldn't just connect what so ever and I pretty much got annoyed by it. Couple of time I felt like I was just left out overall, but I know it probably just me staying quiet. I don't know. Now I feeling depress...gonna drown myself with some RO. Damn....really am screw up. There goes my self-esteem