Jul 10, 2004 00:25
my habits are getting worse. today i spent the entire day fucking myself up alone. before i went to school i smoked two cigs and drank a lot of liquer. man that put me to sleep all through class.
I got home only to finish the bottle of liquer and finish the pack of cigs. i still wasnt happy so i took a long ass walk thinking about jumping in front of a speeding truck. but i just got another cig from some stranger and i was satisfied. i just spent the rest of the day picturing how depressing my weekend is going to be. i need a gun so i can kill people. can you get me a gun please?
haha these entries are boring.
pathetic bitch has got to stab his brain.
oh hey dont forget to bring your switchblade to the fight this monday ok? (i know youre gonna read this)Im gonna fuck his face up.
i need another pack for tomarrow its gonna be another long depressing day.