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I how many days till i quit living. can i count them on one hand? i dont know for sure yet. but i guess my mood can go worse, im unstable as is. could you imagine what kind of person i would be if i had a green penis? man thatb would be trippy. i think i would use it to become infamous in the porn industry. "fuck that green cock!". yah well dont blame me, ive been sitting here constantly. staring at my AIM list, just staring at it doing nothing. I would go on myspace look at the same stuff over and over again, then call it a depressing day.
thats not to mention my recent hatred for everybody.
I just gave up.
Im pissed i dont know at what.
Im sad and its because of everything. sorry the only recovery is a girl to care about. or a girl to care for me.
but thats not happening, why?
Im sick of trying, besides when i fail... well im not gonna be here long anyways but it'll shorten my life span.
why is it so hard to find someone to love?
i think theres noone to love anyways.
back to the good ole fuck you.
dont eat raw potatoes. they taste like shit.
i guess you can enjoy youre fucking happy life.
just dont rub it in, i'll snap at you with fury.-------------> maybe im just jealous?
im green. you be green too.
my heart melted, its a bad way to die. Its pretty excruciating.
forget me if you wanna. i dont care. its not like anyone matters to me anyways.
Ill move, ill forget you, ill die before 20.
thats what my life story will be.
slaughter me. just fucking kill me. im begging you.
im tired of breathing.
"give me mutual love or give me eternal sorrow!"
thats not to mention my recent hatred for everybody.
I just gave up.
Im pissed i dont know at what.
Im sad and its because of everything. sorry the only recovery is a girl to care about. or a girl to care for me.
but thats not happening, why?
Im sick of trying, besides when i fail... well im not gonna be here long anyways but it'll shorten my life span.
why is it so hard to find someone to love?
i think theres noone to love anyways.
back to the good ole fuck you.
dont eat raw potatoes. they taste like shit.
i guess you can enjoy youre fucking happy life.
just dont rub it in, i'll snap at you with fury.-------------> maybe im just jealous?
im green. you be green too.
my heart melted, its a bad way to die. Its pretty excruciating.
forget me if you wanna. i dont care. its not like anyone matters to me anyways.
Ill move, ill forget you, ill die before 20.
thats what my life story will be.
slaughter me. just fucking kill me. im begging you.
im tired of breathing.
"give me mutual love or give me eternal sorrow!"