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As of late Ive been fucked over by fate so it seems. [And] all of these things that Im going to list have really made an uncomfortable, depressed, quiet (more than usual), isiolative, even more anti~social PHiL. They are; Death of my Grandmother, loss (in a way, due to moving away) of Fyl, Cher and Jen, extremely high debt, Mars. Ive also been deathly afraid of many things as of late as well as worried to no end about a vast aray of things.
For the past few Ive been sittin at home basically doing nothing only thinking. About life, friends, relationships, myself, philosophies, the future, the present. Many things that Ive been thinking... well the things that I have been thinking and applying and admitting. Hard pill to sallow. At times I can feel a somewhat inner tranformation. Kinda fun~ny cause change isnt something I take too well, nevertheless it's for the best. So I have to stick it out and deal until each change has taken root.
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For the past few Ive been sittin at home basically doing nothing only thinking. About life, friends, relationships, myself, philosophies, the future, the present. Many things that Ive been thinking... well the things that I have been thinking and applying and admitting. Hard pill to sallow. At times I can feel a somewhat inner tranformation. Kinda fun~ny cause change isnt something I take too well, nevertheless it's for the best. So I have to stick it out and deal until each change has taken root.
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