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Coming home to by safe~haven, upset, crying, miserable.
Many things bothering me,
However only one of you.
I am a screw up,
You know that,
I know that.
Not meaning to do what I am doing,
Correcting my errs.
New ones emerging.
Constant confusing,
Constant suffering,
Endless pain,
Endless self~torment.
Unable to quicken the ending,
For there are far too many,
To think about before I think about myself.
I am the worlds' most self~destructive,
Vile, horrid creature.
Ever.
Many things bothering me,
However only one of you.
I am a screw up,
You know that,
I know that.
Not meaning to do what I am doing,
Correcting my errs.
New ones emerging.
Constant confusing,
Constant suffering,
Endless pain,
Endless self~torment.
Unable to quicken the ending,
For there are far too many,
To think about before I think about myself.
I am the worlds' most self~destructive,
Vile, horrid creature.
Ever.