Just when things start to look up.. no matter how amazing things are.. I'm always going to have that bad vibe. I can't get rid of it.. and it makes me depressed. I hate it..
Well things were good until today. Tony came over on Thursday and hung out.. I missed him so much. School got better, I didn't expect that. Friday things were fine.. School was fun.. We tagged acouple freshmen. Me and Sara went to Spot.. I got to hang out with Tony again. We hung out [Me, Tony, & Joe] Later on Lauren & Wayne picked us up, and we went and hung out at Wayne's until like almost 12. It was cool. Hung out basically all day with Tony on Saturday.. Got 'deep', takes care of being horny for the next couple weeks ;x We were gunna go see Three Below but it ended up being an 18+ show so we went to Denny's [it was Me, Tony, Bobby, Derrick, Aaron, Wayne, Nicole, Coons, Aaron, and Kory] After we hung out @ Wayne's for awhile and Bobby took us home.. Tony hung out for awhile. Sunday I sat around.. fixed my computer [I had 802 virus'] Did some homework.. and later at like 7:30 Lauren came over.. she's cool as hell. Talks alot but it's all good.. She stayed until around 10.. Today.. not good.. I was just being emo. I didn't sleep well.. I only got 6 hours of sleep, I need at least 10. Picture day was today.. grrr I hate it. Just I dunno.. things were bad. But oh well. I got my schedule for dance..
Jazz; 7:30 Monday
Lyrical/Ballet; 8:30 Monday
Hip Hop; 8:30 Wednesday
Tap; 8:30 Thursday
I guess I'm in all advanced classes. I dunno. I'm scared that I'll do horrible and fuck everything up for our class. But everyone keeps saying '..Why would she put you in an advanced class if she didn't think you were good enough?'. Their right.. I'm just fucking paranoid. Ah well.. Fuck it. I'm sure I'll do good. :\
>>sicKa.