[...It's just a phase and I'm waiting for it to be over soon...]
Hmmm.. where to start. I guess things are okay. I like to seem as if they are but I can't help but feel like everything in the world around me has started to come crashing down. I've lost touch of those who meant everything to me.. friends mostly. People who said they'd allways be there for me and all that other bullshit. They might not know exactly who they are but they will soon enough. And now I look down on them.
Anyhow fuck it. On to more important stuff.. I hung out with Tony alot last week.. well it seemed like alot. I got my nails filled on Friday.. they look good. I didn't get to see Tool.. Money issues [I might explain later]...instead I went to my Mom's friend Judy's house and I hung out with Katie and we help her neighbor set up for a yard sale. I got home that night at like 3am.
Saturday I woke up and Tony had allready left.. I really wanted to talk to him.. I couldn't really enjoy myself, I felt bad about stuff. I sat around mostly all Saturday contemplating on what I wanted to do. I ended up calling Joe humonculus to see if he was going to the Evil Majick show.. I decided to go.. get out of the house for awhile. I met him there around 730 and I met his friend Squee & Brandon tinomen. I saw Amber overhated she said "Hi" to me.. and also seen Cole dadyslilcanibal it was nice seeing her again. We went in and they didn't start for the longest time. It was cool thou because I knew quite afew people.. I talked to !kr! she_cries and her friend Josh for awhile.. awesome kids I must say. Kr had a dream that I was singing on American Idols? I thought that was amusing. So the show started and were all just chillin.. EM comes on and we get up front.. they did good, like allways. I talked to Newt evilnewt for afew short seconds.. and also the lovely Sara rightbesideme. Demise demisecherry came and said hello tried to spark up a conversation but I'm just to shy.. Afew other bands went on and Joe left.. I decided to stay, I don't know why. I sat around until about 11.. Met Cole & Sara outside with Meg and this other chick [didn't catch her name] We talked and I went with them up to Mighty Taco. It was crazy because these girls came up to us and were like "omg you go that pierced" and this and that it was like bahh fuck off! but we went in got some food and sat and talked. Those girls are so awesome.. they were funny as hell too. We talked to Madd Dogg & Justin for awhile and at like 12 we left Meg getmessy and Sara drove me home.. It was good times. Cole said that we should hang out sometime.. that would be really cool if we did.. Oh and one more person I'm horrible with names but tear_of_hate was also there.. I can't recall ever really talking to him but Hello to him also..
Sunday I had to wake up for my brother birthday picnic thingy.. I was rushed but my parents left without me. Tony was suppose to come but things just didn't go as planned. My grandma ended up picking me up and we stopped at my Uncles for alittle and then headed off to the park. We got there and just hung around talking and just having a good time. We played alot of volleyball and badminton.. I feel like my forearms is going to break. It was cool I took alot of pictures of my nephew Brandon which I'd like to post. Me & My mom left at like 8.. came home and sat around.. Talked to Tony and he came over.. He was so cute laying in my bed.. I tried being all stupid to make him laugh and smile.. I like seeing him happy.. cutest thing <3<3<3... We hung out and stuff went to my basement. Watched George Carlin & American Pie 2.. he stayed until 5am and I went to sleep..
It was a pretty eventful weekend but I don't know.. I can't seem to find any fun in things anymore.. I haven't been able to do alot of shit with my friends due to the reason that I'm broke.. and my parents are as well.. I still haven't gotten any birthday presents from them.. I can't get my bike nor my navel pierced.. I couldn't go to Tool, Warped Tour, or Edgefest.. I can't go school shopping.. My mom said she'd help me find a job.. but I'm only 15. I have a 20$ gift certificate Sara gave me for my birthday but that won't get me much. I have to steal a good 30$ from my mom when she gets paid so I can get my ticket for Glassjaw & Hatebreed. Because theres no way I'm going to miss it.. Anyhow on another more important note...
Isn't he the cutest :D
hah I started writing this entry at 218pm and finished at 258pm
>>sicKa.
Anyhow fuck it. On to more important stuff.. I hung out with Tony alot last week.. well it seemed like alot. I got my nails filled on Friday.. they look good. I didn't get to see Tool.. Money issues [I might explain later]...instead I went to my Mom's friend Judy's house and I hung out with Katie and we help her neighbor set up for a yard sale. I got home that night at like 3am.
Saturday I woke up and Tony had allready left.. I really wanted to talk to him.. I couldn't really enjoy myself, I felt bad about stuff. I sat around mostly all Saturday contemplating on what I wanted to do. I ended up calling Joe humonculus to see if he was going to the Evil Majick show.. I decided to go.. get out of the house for awhile. I met him there around 730 and I met his friend Squee & Brandon tinomen. I saw Amber overhated she said "Hi" to me.. and also seen Cole dadyslilcanibal it was nice seeing her again. We went in and they didn't start for the longest time. It was cool thou because I knew quite afew people.. I talked to !kr! she_cries and her friend Josh for awhile.. awesome kids I must say. Kr had a dream that I was singing on American Idols? I thought that was amusing. So the show started and were all just chillin.. EM comes on and we get up front.. they did good, like allways. I talked to Newt evilnewt for afew short seconds.. and also the lovely Sara rightbesideme. Demise demisecherry came and said hello tried to spark up a conversation but I'm just to shy.. Afew other bands went on and Joe left.. I decided to stay, I don't know why. I sat around until about 11.. Met Cole & Sara outside with Meg and this other chick [didn't catch her name] We talked and I went with them up to Mighty Taco. It was crazy because these girls came up to us and were like "omg you go that pierced" and this and that it was like bahh fuck off! but we went in got some food and sat and talked. Those girls are so awesome.. they were funny as hell too. We talked to Madd Dogg & Justin for awhile and at like 12 we left Meg getmessy and Sara drove me home.. It was good times. Cole said that we should hang out sometime.. that would be really cool if we did.. Oh and one more person I'm horrible with names but tear_of_hate was also there.. I can't recall ever really talking to him but Hello to him also..
Sunday I had to wake up for my brother birthday picnic thingy.. I was rushed but my parents left without me. Tony was suppose to come but things just didn't go as planned. My grandma ended up picking me up and we stopped at my Uncles for alittle and then headed off to the park. We got there and just hung around talking and just having a good time. We played alot of volleyball and badminton.. I feel like my forearms is going to break. It was cool I took alot of pictures of my nephew Brandon which I'd like to post. Me & My mom left at like 8.. came home and sat around.. Talked to Tony and he came over.. He was so cute laying in my bed.. I tried being all stupid to make him laugh and smile.. I like seeing him happy.. cutest thing <3<3<3... We hung out and stuff went to my basement. Watched George Carlin & American Pie 2.. he stayed until 5am and I went to sleep..
It was a pretty eventful weekend but I don't know.. I can't seem to find any fun in things anymore.. I haven't been able to do alot of shit with my friends due to the reason that I'm broke.. and my parents are as well.. I still haven't gotten any birthday presents from them.. I can't get my bike nor my navel pierced.. I couldn't go to Tool, Warped Tour, or Edgefest.. I can't go school shopping.. My mom said she'd help me find a job.. but I'm only 15. I have a 20$ gift certificate Sara gave me for my birthday but that won't get me much. I have to steal a good 30$ from my mom when she gets paid so I can get my ticket for Glassjaw & Hatebreed. Because theres no way I'm going to miss it.. Anyhow on another more important note...
Isn't he the cutest :D
hah I started writing this entry at 218pm and finished at 258pm
>>sicKa.