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Well i havent been up to much other than worken lately and just chillin.but in the past couple of days i have been like weird or as my friends would say i guess there the ones who are tellen me that. but theres been a few things fun threw my mind lately and i have only told like a few ppl . i told shawn and ronnie whats been buggen.They but said just let it go,and try to forget it ever happend.Ronnie told me that he doesnt even one why i get all worked up every time when this thing comes up.loike how i am now.but its just so fucken hard to just give up. This is like one of the only two things i havent gived up.the ppl that know of this thinks i should just give up on this, but theres a part of me that thinks it can work again.just now i think i should just give up.