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Addictions.. I get addicted to just about anything.From books.. to cake.. to weed..to beauty..
I was thinking this morning.. Relationships are addicting. Not stupid little 15yr old relationships that last a week. But a real relationship. Where you guys live together. Know each others quirks and ticks. I'm so used to alot of things. In the morning I wake up cold now when before I was used to Dave's arm around me and half his body on me. Also when I pull these 9hr. shifts he lets me sleep while he watches Rayne. You know just the little things. I feel like I'm niccing. I see why people have a rebound. But in times like these where std's are more common that acne.. it's disgusting.I'm even used to packing a bowl for 2 people. Now it's a one hitter.We arent good together.. it's better this way.
I bit the fuck out of my lip. Ok I'm reading this fabulous book. There's this beautiful vampire character that I'm completely swooned over. Well I had a dream about him and wow. haha I bit my lip. I look like I've been jumped. Huge bruise on my arm (thanks douchebag)...and busted lip.. hehe
My brother comes into town on Saturday. We have a puja we got to do (indian ritual) then we have to drop him off in Ocala. Which is mother fucking far. Oh well. I should go buy a little something for my niece and nephew for him to take back. All kids LOVE presents. Shiiiit I still love them hahaha.
Oh I almost forgot. I went to Mario's last night and Douchebag was there. Well,I decided to leave cause I was feeling really uncomfortable.So as we were walking to the car all the lights went off in mario's house so I glanced towards the windows and I see him staring at me through the blinds.. what a fucking creep man! It creeped me out horribly. Makes me wonder if he parks his car down the street and comes through the back and watches me in my house. He knows my house as well as me. ::shudders:: I hope not.
I was thinking this morning.. Relationships are addicting. Not stupid little 15yr old relationships that last a week. But a real relationship. Where you guys live together. Know each others quirks and ticks. I'm so used to alot of things. In the morning I wake up cold now when before I was used to Dave's arm around me and half his body on me. Also when I pull these 9hr. shifts he lets me sleep while he watches Rayne. You know just the little things. I feel like I'm niccing. I see why people have a rebound. But in times like these where std's are more common that acne.. it's disgusting.I'm even used to packing a bowl for 2 people. Now it's a one hitter.We arent good together.. it's better this way.
I bit the fuck out of my lip. Ok I'm reading this fabulous book. There's this beautiful vampire character that I'm completely swooned over. Well I had a dream about him and wow. haha I bit my lip. I look like I've been jumped. Huge bruise on my arm (thanks douchebag)...and busted lip.. hehe
My brother comes into town on Saturday. We have a puja we got to do (indian ritual) then we have to drop him off in Ocala. Which is mother fucking far. Oh well. I should go buy a little something for my niece and nephew for him to take back. All kids LOVE presents. Shiiiit I still love them hahaha.
Oh I almost forgot. I went to Mario's last night and Douchebag was there. Well,I decided to leave cause I was feeling really uncomfortable.So as we were walking to the car all the lights went off in mario's house so I glanced towards the windows and I see him staring at me through the blinds.. what a fucking creep man! It creeped me out horribly. Makes me wonder if he parks his car down the street and comes through the back and watches me in my house. He knows my house as well as me. ::shudders:: I hope not.