The world is a disspointment.
I've been getting sicker everyday. Lack of sleep and stressful thoughts added to the sickness. I refused to get out of the bed today decarling that the nurse is imcompetent bitch to mrs. Esther...well in nicer terms to her. Then I went back to sleep and woke up at 235. The whole front desk was bitching at me when I asked if they could talk to the nurse about my sinus infection. "You got up and got food you must be better! Blah blah blah bullshit bullshit bullshit" Wtf, I'm hungry godforbid. The majority of people in my life are starting to upset or annoy me. Bah humbug. My state is becoming bitter. Realizations I wish I never came to. My parents are pathetic and depressing. A connection I wish I had with my half-sister will never come true because she is always in and out my life right before my eyes. I really want a sister figure in my life and I do not know if that will ever be achived. I lost all hope in trying on my homework I do not care anymore. I belive I will get over all of this, I am just being apathetic. Let's see if I can.