Im not going to lie to myself anymore.. im NOT over this yet.
ya know.. EVERYONE is getting on my case because im so butt hurt over what ray did to me.. everyone is getting on my case because i talk shit about the SLUT who sucked my boyfriends dick.. im sorry but i have a right to say what I feel. when i cheated on ray 2 years ago.. no one talked shit on him.. ray made threats and everyone was giving him pitty... im not even asking for it.. all i wanted to do was explain how I feel and show that the person everyone loves isnt what it seems to be. i dont give a fuck anymore.. she is a fucking slut and a home wreaker. you all can get mad at me for talking like this, but i dont care anymore. i have to live the rest of my life knowing that i allowed this to happen and too know the man i loved cheated on me and is totally ficking heartless about it.. led me on for 2 years and claimed he didnt love me.. why would you do that to a person? i couod NEVER FUCKING DO THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he never loved me... i hate him.
say what you want i dont care anymore... you obviously dont know how this feels to know u live with your ex boyfriend who is nothing but heartless towards you. ive never felt so much fucking pain in my life!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant wait to move =( im sick of loving him. i just cant fucking get over how fucked up this is.. i cant...
say what you want i dont care anymore... you obviously dont know how this feels to know u live with your ex boyfriend who is nothing but heartless towards you. ive never felt so much fucking pain in my life!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant wait to move =( im sick of loving him. i just cant fucking get over how fucked up this is.. i cant...