inspiration
today's one of those days where i just want to take a book (definitely something old. a classic, for sure.) and sit somewhere, possibly under a tree, all alone, with a journal just thinking and reading and reflecting and pondering my existence. i feel so.. happy and scared and definitely very intellectual today. funny how the best things can be so frightening, yet thought-provoking and insanely inspirationsl all at the same time.
i also should pick up my poor, neglected camera today.
i kind of feel like grabbing adam and walking around santa monica with him. shopping and talking and just being with my favorite fag. he's been through it lately.. and i want to see him smile. i've been smiling so much and it makes me sad that i really can't remember when it was that i last saw him smile. i mean truly smile.
i also should pick up my poor, neglected camera today.
i kind of feel like grabbing adam and walking around santa monica with him. shopping and talking and just being with my favorite fag. he's been through it lately.. and i want to see him smile. i've been smiling so much and it makes me sad that i really can't remember when it was that i last saw him smile. i mean truly smile.