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Wow!! So much has happened since the last time I was up to posting--anything.
So, David broke up with me... and it sucked, but in all honesty I can look back on it and see that it just wasn't meant to be. I loved him, but that doesn't mean much when the feeling isn't reciprocated. Relationships end... and with that you just have to put yourself together and move on. It's not worth losing your mind over. Besides, had David never broke up with me, I wouldn't be where I am now, as happy as I am. That's the simple truth. I was "comfortable" with David... and it was nice, but now I know that we could never really be more than friends (I'm not even sure we can be friends... enemies, maybe?), and in all honesty. I'm quite okay with that. I look back at my previous posts...wow. Melodrama, much?
So, since my last update... I went to see Harry Potter with an old friend from high school. His name is Ryan. It was supposed to only be me, Elena, Ricky, and David (Because Ricky and David are aparently best friends, now), but David ended up inviting 8 of his friends (one of which he was trying to hook Elena up with). I didn't have anyone to talk to, so I figured I hadn't seen Ryan in a while, so I'd invite him... since we'd been talking a little bit... not "talking".. but you know... just to hang out. I honestly didn't think it would go anywhere past hanging out. I had convinced myself that it wouldn't, in fact (because of our past).
It's really strange how we gravitated toward one another the way that we did. It was something I've never quite experienced before because within a week of hanging out and talking... we were cuddling and holding hands... pretty much picking up where we left off 5 years ago. I'm not going to lie, it absolutely blows my mind, but I like it. It's refreshing... and he's really fun to hang around. I only hope he doesn't get bored with me and my strange antics. :-P
So, August 2 we went on a date to Atlanta. It was probably the best date I have EVER been on. Atlanta/Sushi/Centennial Olympic Park/Watching stars in Atlanta. No one has ever put that much thought into a date before. A *good* date with any of my previous boyfriends consisted of catching a movie at AMC and then Chili's/Applebee's/Carrabas afterwards. It was so romantic. :)
This entire week I've been in Florida. Panama City Beach to be exact. I'm having a BLAST! At first there were a lot of clashing personalities, but everyone has mellowed out for the most part and is getting along. :) I'm sooo dark, it's insane. I've never really been this tan before.... (which is kind of sad, because I'm not THAT dark!) but yeah... I'm writing this in between my time at the beach, and right now I'm really itching to get back out there. I just figured it was about time to add something positive.
So.... for now... life is GOOD. I'm excited about school starting back, and I can't wait for what the future has in store for me. Thanks for all of your thoughts and prayers
LOVE YOU!
So, David broke up with me... and it sucked, but in all honesty I can look back on it and see that it just wasn't meant to be. I loved him, but that doesn't mean much when the feeling isn't reciprocated. Relationships end... and with that you just have to put yourself together and move on. It's not worth losing your mind over. Besides, had David never broke up with me, I wouldn't be where I am now, as happy as I am. That's the simple truth. I was "comfortable" with David... and it was nice, but now I know that we could never really be more than friends (I'm not even sure we can be friends... enemies, maybe?), and in all honesty. I'm quite okay with that. I look back at my previous posts...wow. Melodrama, much?
So, since my last update... I went to see Harry Potter with an old friend from high school. His name is Ryan. It was supposed to only be me, Elena, Ricky, and David (Because Ricky and David are aparently best friends, now), but David ended up inviting 8 of his friends (one of which he was trying to hook Elena up with). I didn't have anyone to talk to, so I figured I hadn't seen Ryan in a while, so I'd invite him... since we'd been talking a little bit... not "talking".. but you know... just to hang out. I honestly didn't think it would go anywhere past hanging out. I had convinced myself that it wouldn't, in fact (because of our past).
It's really strange how we gravitated toward one another the way that we did. It was something I've never quite experienced before because within a week of hanging out and talking... we were cuddling and holding hands... pretty much picking up where we left off 5 years ago. I'm not going to lie, it absolutely blows my mind, but I like it. It's refreshing... and he's really fun to hang around. I only hope he doesn't get bored with me and my strange antics. :-P
So, August 2 we went on a date to Atlanta. It was probably the best date I have EVER been on. Atlanta/Sushi/Centennial Olympic Park/Watching stars in Atlanta. No one has ever put that much thought into a date before. A *good* date with any of my previous boyfriends consisted of catching a movie at AMC and then Chili's/Applebee's/Carrabas afterwards. It was so romantic. :)
This entire week I've been in Florida. Panama City Beach to be exact. I'm having a BLAST! At first there were a lot of clashing personalities, but everyone has mellowed out for the most part and is getting along. :) I'm sooo dark, it's insane. I've never really been this tan before.... (which is kind of sad, because I'm not THAT dark!) but yeah... I'm writing this in between my time at the beach, and right now I'm really itching to get back out there. I just figured it was about time to add something positive.
So.... for now... life is GOOD. I'm excited about school starting back, and I can't wait for what the future has in store for me. Thanks for all of your thoughts and prayers
LOVE YOU!