stella, i love you.

[synthcope]

i dont know how to make decisions. i think that it all goes back to fifth grade (scapegoat). i still havent fully recovered. still worn out all the time, plus ive lost all creativity, i cant carry on a conversation for more than two seconds. and im just not interesting anymore. yeah
i saw something yesterday and i went back today to see if it was there again but it wasnt. i have serious memory loss issues. maybe its normal. maybe im too normal.
im in a good mood today.
i dont know any better.