(no subject)
I think the only reason (that genuinely interests me at all) to not kill myself or just refuse basic human emotions entirely, is curiosity. So far nothings killed me, but it hasn't made me stronger. I'd call myself immune if it wasn't for the pain.
It is hard to convince myself that I'm stupid for even existing, or for feeling for other people.
The fucking people you will meet, and the fucking things they will say/do. Dr. Seuss should have written a book about that. His guidance never failed me in the past.
Fuck. It's much easier to blame your problems with other people/the world on yourself and chemical substances (that you have become dependent upon in order to stay sedated) then it is to find a solution.
It is hard to convince myself that I'm stupid for even existing, or for feeling for other people.
The fucking people you will meet, and the fucking things they will say/do. Dr. Seuss should have written a book about that. His guidance never failed me in the past.
Fuck. It's much easier to blame your problems with other people/the world on yourself and chemical substances (that you have become dependent upon in order to stay sedated) then it is to find a solution.