It's nothing personal
I don't really have any reason to update beyond feeling lazy and having nothing else to do.
I just love the beginning of the semester. I do all my work the day it's assigned and feel all responsible for a few weeks. Maybe the motivated feelings will last a little longer this time with the help of those happy-pills I've been taking. I know a lot of people are really against using medication and think that people use antidepressants as a cure-all for basic human feelings, but honestly since I've been on them I've actually felt like a real person. I don't feel disconnected and blurry. I'm defined.. not a blurry shape in the distance. I like this feeling.
All of my classes should be good, except maybe Masterpieces of French Lit because it's full of freshmen and general assholes.. the kind of people who are only taking it to fulfill the LAE and don't give a damn about the readings or the culture. Yech. Also a close friend is in the class and it seems like I'm going to end up being her personal study guide. I'm sorry you're not as smart as me and have absolutely no reading comprehension or appreciation for literature... but it's not my problem. Candide is boring? TOO BAD.. I'm liking it just fine. Yargh.
Things are moving pretty smoothly for the France trip. I'm working on my loan applications and will probably visit the Financial Aid office next week after the madness of this week dies down for them. I got my passport application too. Good job Erin. I'm going to make this happen. I need this trip.
I could probably write about break and blah blah blah, but I don't want to. I want to dry my hair and then play X-men Legends. Much time with el Josh-o has caused the gamer in me to re-emerge.
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I just love the beginning of the semester. I do all my work the day it's assigned and feel all responsible for a few weeks. Maybe the motivated feelings will last a little longer this time with the help of those happy-pills I've been taking. I know a lot of people are really against using medication and think that people use antidepressants as a cure-all for basic human feelings, but honestly since I've been on them I've actually felt like a real person. I don't feel disconnected and blurry. I'm defined.. not a blurry shape in the distance. I like this feeling.
All of my classes should be good, except maybe Masterpieces of French Lit because it's full of freshmen and general assholes.. the kind of people who are only taking it to fulfill the LAE and don't give a damn about the readings or the culture. Yech. Also a close friend is in the class and it seems like I'm going to end up being her personal study guide. I'm sorry you're not as smart as me and have absolutely no reading comprehension or appreciation for literature... but it's not my problem. Candide is boring? TOO BAD.. I'm liking it just fine. Yargh.
Things are moving pretty smoothly for the France trip. I'm working on my loan applications and will probably visit the Financial Aid office next week after the madness of this week dies down for them. I got my passport application too. Good job Erin. I'm going to make this happen. I need this trip.
I could probably write about break and blah blah blah, but I don't want to. I want to dry my hair and then play X-men Legends. Much time with el Josh-o has caused the gamer in me to re-emerge.
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