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Thinking about you tonight
Yes you the one who destroyed my very core
My thoughts will drift to you from time to time
I try so hard to keep you out of my head
Yet like a plauge you swollow my self worth slowly and painfully
How underhanded you are
How little you deserve the happiness you have now
No one knows just how much pain you caused me
How I laughed it off because the truth was too much to face
Even when I told you the truth
And you apologized
I knew it was a lie
You reduced me to nothing
And walked away without a sratch
You think I wanted this?
That I wanted to be loathed by you forever because you wouldn't push me away?!
I thought I had a friend but it was a joke to you
I was a joke to you
But I've seen your fate
I dreamed about it
You think you're so clever
But how much do you think it'll take for a girl who cheated once
To cheat again?
People who rack up karma like yours end up miserable
Trust me its going to be amazing.
Mmm yes the lithium makes me very vindictive and angry.
World
I am comfotably ok with this
Fuck all of it and all the ass holes who have stomped on everything I gave
Yes you the one who destroyed my very core
My thoughts will drift to you from time to time
I try so hard to keep you out of my head
Yet like a plauge you swollow my self worth slowly and painfully
How underhanded you are
How little you deserve the happiness you have now
No one knows just how much pain you caused me
How I laughed it off because the truth was too much to face
Even when I told you the truth
And you apologized
I knew it was a lie
You reduced me to nothing
And walked away without a sratch
You think I wanted this?
That I wanted to be loathed by you forever because you wouldn't push me away?!
I thought I had a friend but it was a joke to you
I was a joke to you
But I've seen your fate
I dreamed about it
You think you're so clever
But how much do you think it'll take for a girl who cheated once
To cheat again?
People who rack up karma like yours end up miserable
Trust me its going to be amazing.
Mmm yes the lithium makes me very vindictive and angry.
World
I am comfotably ok with this
Fuck all of it and all the ass holes who have stomped on everything I gave