Is beginning to think he should see a therapist.
I have certain hang ups...mainly about safe sex. Those hangups are so strong I don't have un-safesex in my own dreams. Many an erotic encounter was derailed by a comedic search for a condom and lube.
However this morning's inner moralization was absolutely over the damned top.
I had unsafe sex, it was unsatisfying and generally rushed. First: the trick was married (me guilty). 2nd: I did not get off because he got off first and had to stop (me frustrated.). 3rd: As I was leaving a horde of his friends arrived at his house, some giving me that "I know what YOU've been doing look before ignoring me like the rest of the crowd (me angry and shamed).
But that wasn't the end of it...oh no. A FUCKING EARTHQUAKE STRUCK! And there was massive liquifaction and sink holes and chasms formed all around me swallowing up everything.
Belated, at this point I realize its a dream and I fly, but the dream adjust for that. I can't see anywhere to land. The land is being destroyed under the power of the earthquake and I find myself thinking, "At least I can eventually find something." And I was also glad that it wasn't a super volcano.
But then again the earthquake scared the shit out of me. A super volcano would have killed me too fast in order to cause the proper fear trauma.
I need help.
However this morning's inner moralization was absolutely over the damned top.
I had unsafe sex, it was unsatisfying and generally rushed. First: the trick was married (me guilty). 2nd: I did not get off because he got off first and had to stop (me frustrated.). 3rd: As I was leaving a horde of his friends arrived at his house, some giving me that "I know what YOU've been doing look before ignoring me like the rest of the crowd (me angry and shamed).
But that wasn't the end of it...oh no. A FUCKING EARTHQUAKE STRUCK! And there was massive liquifaction and sink holes and chasms formed all around me swallowing up everything.
Belated, at this point I realize its a dream and I fly, but the dream adjust for that. I can't see anywhere to land. The land is being destroyed under the power of the earthquake and I find myself thinking, "At least I can eventually find something." And I was also glad that it wasn't a super volcano.
But then again the earthquake scared the shit out of me. A super volcano would have killed me too fast in order to cause the proper fear trauma.
I need help.