WARNING.. not for sensitive types.
Okay so I am pretty done now... I am so tired of everything and almost everyone. I need a BREAK from EVERYTHING. I feel like every time I turn around something horrible is happening.. I am thankful that it is not currently affecting me but ya know it's affecting my friends which eventually does come down on me. I have stuff to do and things to keep up with especailly in my own life to figure out. I have a 20 month old daughter and myself to take care of right now.. not to mention obligations to my GF who is coming down from SoCal.. that is the ONLY one I want to concentrate on for the most part for the next two weeks.. don't want to deal with any drama that is not concerning her or the convention I have agreed to work on.. problem is I can't say this to anyone.. cause I don't feel it's right not to hurt anyone else's feelings.. it's sucks to feel all alone and out of place.. I am not sure how to handle any of it.. so I rage here.. at least I have some place to do so.. *sighs* When convention is over and my girlfriend goes back to socal I will deal with all those that need me then.