(no subject)
why did i say it was over?..why?
i'm so fucking stupid.
i have to try and ruin the only good thing going on in my life.
why can't i just fight this and be happy?
why can't i be myself, and show him how i truely feel?
why can't i just tell him i love him, and constantly be happy.
fuck, i'm such an idiot.
i want him to come home so bad.
i feel so alone.
i need someone, or something right now.
i feel so empty.
i miss him.
why do i constantly hurt him?..
and why do i constantly feel this way?
..all that i know is that he's my world, and i'm sorry.
i never want to do this again.. i love him.