Comments | synge418: at the moment

synge418

at the moment

Apr 14, 2003 01:08

Goddamn. I'm seething and my hand is bruised. I shouldn't have punched her in the head. I could have found a softer spot. And I hate that she didn't even try to get me back right away. She doesn't really want to hurt me. I could always beat her up and I still can, though now she's bigger and I haven't grown since 7th grade. After I punched ( Read more... )

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chameleonsblue April 13 2003, 23:12:52 UTC

Accept affection. You never did handle that very well.

synge418 April 14 2003, 21:57:28 UTC

I wouldn't say never. But I'm workin on it. Sort of.

hotsesame April 14 2003, 04:34:44 UTC

If it were all about you, none of this would bother you. I know I feel oldest, most ageless when I hurt most. If you've experienced alot of anything (except maybe happiness or love, damn them) then you've already lived alot more than most. Or something... I just pretend to know so I won't give up altogether :) But I do know that I'm here (the carless wonder) to listen and give hugs and stalk.

synge418 April 14 2003, 21:49:26 UTC

woohoo, that is actually the perfect response. I feel smiley. Thank you, Überho :)

at 21 youre no fun hiddengenius03 April 14 2003, 07:33:43 UTC

the feeling of agelessness or lack of experience i do not believe is conneceted with a lack of embracing affection
its more that youve just generally raised yourself
so in many ways you are more mature than most people around you
but i think you expect me to say this
because it is rather typical

Re: at 21 youre no fun synge418 April 14 2003, 21:56:07 UTC

yeah, the affection thing has to do with my not being human, or I believe that was the intent, anyway. I won't give myself too much credit in saying that I raised myself . . . my parents are great . . . they just lack guidance at times. Like anybody else, except more pronounced, because they never pretended to know what they were doing. I don't think you're being typical.