i will surprise you sometime...i'll come around

[syngasong4me]

it is going on 1 thirty and i am sitting in a dark basement with the blue light of the tv and the light of the computer screen. my friends are up whispering because maybe they think the other is asleep, and i wish i had my headphones for my ipod so i could listen to "the city has sex". i really want to listen to that song for some reason right now...probably because i love it...but my headphones are laying on my nightstand. my cell phone sits right by my side and i am praying for a text message or a call, because i am not tired and i want to talk to someone, even though i'll be waking up early. the alarm is set for 9 o'clock. i miss how no one really writes on livejournal anymore, it's pretty much dead. my friends are talking about guys and their relationships. i'm not really talking about mine, probably because i am busy with this, and because i am very happy in my relationship. i feel lucky to have someone who cares about me, and someone that i feel so strongly about. i love it when he smiles at me, or looks into my eyes, because i feel like i have every bit of his heart forever, and he knows he has mine. i'm feeling kind of weird right now. even though i was just with josh a couple hours ago i miss him, and want to be with him. i am glad to be in the company of my friends tonight, but it would be nice to fall asleep snuggled up to josh in a warm bed...i like that.

i am going to go brush my teeth and wash my face, and then i suppose i'll go join in on this girl talk.

this took the place of my real journal tonight...

♥ l o v e ♥
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