dumb
today has been bad and it still happening. i don't feel good. work was horrible in any way possible. i have to get new internet in a month because me computer hates us and our internet doesn't like us either. i am still not done christmas shopping. i do not know what i want for christmas so i guess i should be making a list... i need to be be writing a 4 page paper on what my utopia would be like including how the garbage is going to get picked up and who is going to be in my military. i also have to find a movie to relate to it so i can show 10 minutes of it. this is all do tomorrow and i have none of it ready. friday was a portfolio day and i wasn't there because i was at that college thing i fell asleep at then ditched, so i am behind on that and i don't even know what pieces i'm using. i feel so upset and frustrated. there are more things going on but now i'm just pissed off.