and i only want you because i know you're something i can never have
My trainer is a tool. She doesn't like that me and a few others don't socialize with her. She thinks that changing the seating plan will make us socialize more with her and participate more. No. It wont. I always found people I liked and talked to them and never participated in highschool. I'm not gonna change just cos she moves me.
I come home pissed off because I didn't learn anything. It's week two and I barely know anything that I'm supposedly supposed to know. She so should not be doing that job. She spends most of the class talking about her bloody kid or stupid The Young and the Restless. I have no kid nor do I watch that show so right there automatic points against me.
She has her favourites as does any teacher but when I go there to get trained and she spends like a half hour to an hour telling us about her kid, friends, family, the stupid show or her massage she got before work or the shopping she did before work. Where am I learning how to help someone who hit the wrong button and has an emergency?? (btw I'm working for OnStar) Seriously. I so want to be a bitch and report her to someone because this isn't right.
And today she planned a "class trip" to the Mandarin which is nice. BUT we started on a pay week - we didn't get paid. We don't get paid till June 1st. So most of us had no money. There's 24 people in my class and out of that 6 people couldn't go and she didn't care nor wanted to know why we didn't go. Which I thought was just ignorant on her part to suggest that place without a class decision or consideration that not all of us had money. Also the ones that didn't go she took it as we didn't wanna socialize with them. Ya bitch you're a snob.
I'm sorry I didn't have 30 bucks for one meal. Yeah I wanted to go but I know what I can afford and what I can't. Story of my life. One of the people who is in the same boat as me asked her if she could wait until we got paid...she said no. Yeah snob!I would quit but I only have 2 weeks and 3 days left with her. Ugh. I hate it though I come home pissed off. It's like highschool but worse. I just don't fit in with most of them. I get along with one girl, she's 30. I never get along with people my own age except the friends I've known for forever. It's mainly people older than me or younger than me.
My dad keeps asking what her lastname is. Cos he knows someone whose wife works there and he was gonna say something to them to say to their wife or something. But I honestly don't know it. She wants everyone to add her on facebook. Uhmm no. I don't want to socialize with you outside of work. You are a giant tool and your kid is ugly! I've seen cute kids but wow she's not lucky in that dept.
Bah. I'm just so mad. I shouldn't be but its a waste of my time to go there and listen to her talk about non-work related things. Most people would be like 'yeah doing nothing and getting paid for it' Not the case. I'm going to be on a call and not know what the fuck I'm supposed to be doing to make it quick, cos my trainer is a useless boob.
When I came back to the class she was all like "how was your lunch, did you have fun?" and when I responded "good and I almost didn't wanna come back" and she goes "what you don't like this class and us?" I'm like "no I was just having a good time at home". She asked me and the girl I talk to if we missed the class...I said nothing and she goes "if it means anything we missed you" But then said that she forgot about us. How in the fuck does that make any fucking sense what-so-ever? How can you miss someone but suddenly forget about them? Tool. Fucking liar. Ugh.
I need sleep but I can't sleep. Too much on my mind lately. Shit at home. Shit at work. I just can't deal anymore. I need a vacation. Time away from everything. Anything. I haven't decided what I wanna do first with my paycheque. I'm thinking clothing shopping. Cos apparently I have to wear more dressy clothes which I find absolutely ghetto. I mean I'm on the phone all day. Blah whatever.
I found this thought it was cute. If you know me you know I love the Ottawa Senators. And they are going to win the Stanely Cup!
Our God who art in Scotiabank Palace, Senators be thy name.
Thy puck come, Thy save be done in the air as it is on ice.
Give us this day our Stanley Cup and forgive us our slashing,
As we send out Neil for those who slash against us.
And lead us not into golfing, but deliver us from injury.
For the Senators are the team, the power and the glory,
For ever and ever, Amen.
I come home pissed off because I didn't learn anything. It's week two and I barely know anything that I'm supposedly supposed to know. She so should not be doing that job. She spends most of the class talking about her bloody kid or stupid The Young and the Restless. I have no kid nor do I watch that show so right there automatic points against me.
She has her favourites as does any teacher but when I go there to get trained and she spends like a half hour to an hour telling us about her kid, friends, family, the stupid show or her massage she got before work or the shopping she did before work. Where am I learning how to help someone who hit the wrong button and has an emergency?? (btw I'm working for OnStar) Seriously. I so want to be a bitch and report her to someone because this isn't right.
And today she planned a "class trip" to the Mandarin which is nice. BUT we started on a pay week - we didn't get paid. We don't get paid till June 1st. So most of us had no money. There's 24 people in my class and out of that 6 people couldn't go and she didn't care nor wanted to know why we didn't go. Which I thought was just ignorant on her part to suggest that place without a class decision or consideration that not all of us had money. Also the ones that didn't go she took it as we didn't wanna socialize with them. Ya bitch you're a snob.
I'm sorry I didn't have 30 bucks for one meal. Yeah I wanted to go but I know what I can afford and what I can't. Story of my life. One of the people who is in the same boat as me asked her if she could wait until we got paid...she said no. Yeah snob!I would quit but I only have 2 weeks and 3 days left with her. Ugh. I hate it though I come home pissed off. It's like highschool but worse. I just don't fit in with most of them. I get along with one girl, she's 30. I never get along with people my own age except the friends I've known for forever. It's mainly people older than me or younger than me.
My dad keeps asking what her lastname is. Cos he knows someone whose wife works there and he was gonna say something to them to say to their wife or something. But I honestly don't know it. She wants everyone to add her on facebook. Uhmm no. I don't want to socialize with you outside of work. You are a giant tool and your kid is ugly! I've seen cute kids but wow she's not lucky in that dept.
Bah. I'm just so mad. I shouldn't be but its a waste of my time to go there and listen to her talk about non-work related things. Most people would be like 'yeah doing nothing and getting paid for it' Not the case. I'm going to be on a call and not know what the fuck I'm supposed to be doing to make it quick, cos my trainer is a useless boob.
When I came back to the class she was all like "how was your lunch, did you have fun?" and when I responded "good and I almost didn't wanna come back" and she goes "what you don't like this class and us?" I'm like "no I was just having a good time at home". She asked me and the girl I talk to if we missed the class...I said nothing and she goes "if it means anything we missed you" But then said that she forgot about us. How in the fuck does that make any fucking sense what-so-ever? How can you miss someone but suddenly forget about them? Tool. Fucking liar. Ugh.
I need sleep but I can't sleep. Too much on my mind lately. Shit at home. Shit at work. I just can't deal anymore. I need a vacation. Time away from everything. Anything. I haven't decided what I wanna do first with my paycheque. I'm thinking clothing shopping. Cos apparently I have to wear more dressy clothes which I find absolutely ghetto. I mean I'm on the phone all day. Blah whatever.
I found this thought it was cute. If you know me you know I love the Ottawa Senators. And they are going to win the Stanely Cup!
Our God who art in Scotiabank Palace, Senators be thy name.
Thy puck come, Thy save be done in the air as it is on ice.
Give us this day our Stanley Cup and forgive us our slashing,
As we send out Neil for those who slash against us.
And lead us not into golfing, but deliver us from injury.
For the Senators are the team, the power and the glory,
For ever and ever, Amen.