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Apr 22, 2004 22:03

Mm, grandma is going to be here tomorrow. I haven't seen her in like three months. How crazy? I know she's going to bring up everything about me not calling her ever. She always does. I'm such a bad grandchild. Gee, I'm a bad everything lately. Sigh. Anyway.

Mom's playing matchmaker. She's hoping my grandparents and their friend Carl, who is helping them build their house, come to our barbecue get-together-ma-jigger this Saturday, so she can get Maureen aquainted with Carl. What an interesting couple that would be. Creepy, old pervert and fun-loving, ex-drunk. Lovely, really. I'm not very fond of Carl. Everytime my grandpa decides he wants to build another house, Carl comes over from Illinois and stays with them for awhile. And everytime he's here, he checks out my mom up and down like crazy. Old and disgusting. He flirted with my 22 year old sister a couple times. I haven't seen him in about two years or so, but I'm afraid that once he sees that I've "bloomed" a bit more.. well, you know. I'm scared.

Mm, right now I'm highlighting a bunch of information about stuff I need to know about the real estate agency for my report. I hate doing retarded research papers, but I'm kind of glad I picked REA to look up. It's kind of like a start for me; I'm starting to figure out what I want to do with my life after high school and stuff. Learning about this career puts kind of fun, inspirational thoughts in my head. It's so weird. Although doing this occupation report doesn't have a whole lot to do with foreign language (it's for French class..), I think it may be worth doing if only I get my motivation level up a bit. I'm being so optimistic right now, it's scaring the hell out of me. Enjoy this wild moment, people. Or something.

I think Jesse warmed my heart up a bit today. Well, he does every day, but yeah. I was kind of down earlier because having a headache, seeing him sick, and thinking strange thoughts does that to me. As soon as he said those words, I was flying an' my silly stomach was fluttering. It's an awesome feeling. Yumyumym. <3
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