new job
I have now officially gotten what I requested in France. Over a time period of about 2 months I wrote a letter to the Universe officially requesting a specific type of employment when I returned from France.
This took a lot of honing as initially I placed a lot of implicit instructions in it, making the Universe's job a wee bit harder. Kind of like asking for a lover, but ordering for him to be of a specific height, weight, with this kind of hair, this job and these color eyes. The Universe may be able to pull it off, but you will probably be waiting possibly indefinitely. It's more certain qualities you are looking for, after all, everyone knows what they definitely dont want and what they absolutely wont tolerate. For me that would be stupid men, men who arent spiritual, men who are racist. Any of those there means no long term potential. But what I do want....hmmm...not sure.
And to think of it for a job represented me taking control of this part of my being, something heretofore never done. I am the queen of telling the universe to just bring me the type of job that I need at this point. The universe has officially given me the reins over my life so i had to decide.
I wanted something to benefit humanity, something to work with death and with life (my twin gods), something that would be fairly financially rewarded and push me to greater growth, something with movement potential, that would not take up my entire life, something I would wake up to and be glad to work, not moan and complain.
So these are a few, I burned the letter since while Santa has a mailbox the Universe (aka god/dess) doesnt. Hence, no copies were retained. Probably a good idea for the future.
So you can imagine my consternation and, well, ok, fury, when my job returning from Michigan is Unival. People who gave me an offer so insulting initially that I cried on the couch and refused the offer, with my back up position at the comic store for under the table wages. Then when I got an acceptable offer, I realize after my boss puts in her notice after two months and just before two major projects begin that she hired her god damn replacement. Here we go again! Rebecca now doing the work of 2---wait 3 people (quality nurse never replaced) and working now a full 80 hours per week, still working at the comic store 2-3 Saturdays a month, eat, sleep and dreaming my job. Remove the eating because adrenalin is truly a marvelous thing making it possible to pretty much not eat and still go at it with those hours.
And to the being who I know prevented my current job from coming in at that time ( I did interview with them spectacularly last year upon my return) and received my full astral rantings, thank you. While I didnt know it at the time, it culled any remaining desire to be a work aholic, take business trips and prepared me perfectly for this job. You have always treated me with respect no matter how much deliberate pain and agony you have done (those intricate scars in my soul are both beautiful and useful). I had a dream in the recent past where I almost got your true name but someone snatched it away. While I would prefer that, in lieu of such powerful knowledge can I at least have a name more fitting than the one I must currently use assuming we are to continue our acquaintance? Let's face it, while it may work for your him, it has always rung flat for me. Our relationship has been seperate from any I have had with him and one that you have for reasons I am unaware kept private from him much of the time. And if you are who I think you are, then my evolution can only be enhanced by our relationship and a more suitable name sorely necessary.
So back to the less vague and ephemeral.
My new job. Gift of Life, a nonprofit dealing with organ donation. I use entropy and prime to ensure doctors/nurses and hospitals do what they are required to do by law to ensure people have a chance to use death to foster life. Relationship building and constructive critique. Wow, such jobs exist? Yes, Virginia they do, along with a mandated 40 hour work week (I am technically hourly so anything over that is comp time), fair wage and lots of benefits. I even have a home office. And my efforts go to save lives and use times of pain and tragedy to reduce the pain and tragedy of other's lives.
That is the nitty gritty of it and I just had my first week and will enjoy a nice long training period before they send me off into the world of my territory. I am nervous beyond comprehension at the potential of it all and thankful beyond belief as well.
I enjoy this in my new apartment on the lake, just below Becky and Chad. Even Eleysium 2.0 is shaping up.
I expect to add the final touch, a legitimate social life (considering I am going into a Hermit year in 2007) it may be a slow re-entry into that particular department. Dancing and contacts here I come!
Thank you to the Universe and every entity who assisted getting me here.
This took a lot of honing as initially I placed a lot of implicit instructions in it, making the Universe's job a wee bit harder. Kind of like asking for a lover, but ordering for him to be of a specific height, weight, with this kind of hair, this job and these color eyes. The Universe may be able to pull it off, but you will probably be waiting possibly indefinitely. It's more certain qualities you are looking for, after all, everyone knows what they definitely dont want and what they absolutely wont tolerate. For me that would be stupid men, men who arent spiritual, men who are racist. Any of those there means no long term potential. But what I do want....hmmm...not sure.
And to think of it for a job represented me taking control of this part of my being, something heretofore never done. I am the queen of telling the universe to just bring me the type of job that I need at this point. The universe has officially given me the reins over my life so i had to decide.
I wanted something to benefit humanity, something to work with death and with life (my twin gods), something that would be fairly financially rewarded and push me to greater growth, something with movement potential, that would not take up my entire life, something I would wake up to and be glad to work, not moan and complain.
So these are a few, I burned the letter since while Santa has a mailbox the Universe (aka god/dess) doesnt. Hence, no copies were retained. Probably a good idea for the future.
So you can imagine my consternation and, well, ok, fury, when my job returning from Michigan is Unival. People who gave me an offer so insulting initially that I cried on the couch and refused the offer, with my back up position at the comic store for under the table wages. Then when I got an acceptable offer, I realize after my boss puts in her notice after two months and just before two major projects begin that she hired her god damn replacement. Here we go again! Rebecca now doing the work of 2---wait 3 people (quality nurse never replaced) and working now a full 80 hours per week, still working at the comic store 2-3 Saturdays a month, eat, sleep and dreaming my job. Remove the eating because adrenalin is truly a marvelous thing making it possible to pretty much not eat and still go at it with those hours.
And to the being who I know prevented my current job from coming in at that time ( I did interview with them spectacularly last year upon my return) and received my full astral rantings, thank you. While I didnt know it at the time, it culled any remaining desire to be a work aholic, take business trips and prepared me perfectly for this job. You have always treated me with respect no matter how much deliberate pain and agony you have done (those intricate scars in my soul are both beautiful and useful). I had a dream in the recent past where I almost got your true name but someone snatched it away. While I would prefer that, in lieu of such powerful knowledge can I at least have a name more fitting than the one I must currently use assuming we are to continue our acquaintance? Let's face it, while it may work for your him, it has always rung flat for me. Our relationship has been seperate from any I have had with him and one that you have for reasons I am unaware kept private from him much of the time. And if you are who I think you are, then my evolution can only be enhanced by our relationship and a more suitable name sorely necessary.
So back to the less vague and ephemeral.
My new job. Gift of Life, a nonprofit dealing with organ donation. I use entropy and prime to ensure doctors/nurses and hospitals do what they are required to do by law to ensure people have a chance to use death to foster life. Relationship building and constructive critique. Wow, such jobs exist? Yes, Virginia they do, along with a mandated 40 hour work week (I am technically hourly so anything over that is comp time), fair wage and lots of benefits. I even have a home office. And my efforts go to save lives and use times of pain and tragedy to reduce the pain and tragedy of other's lives.
That is the nitty gritty of it and I just had my first week and will enjoy a nice long training period before they send me off into the world of my territory. I am nervous beyond comprehension at the potential of it all and thankful beyond belief as well.
I enjoy this in my new apartment on the lake, just below Becky and Chad. Even Eleysium 2.0 is shaping up.
I expect to add the final touch, a legitimate social life (considering I am going into a Hermit year in 2007) it may be a slow re-entry into that particular department. Dancing and contacts here I come!
Thank you to the Universe and every entity who assisted getting me here.