the big change
Aw hell! I turned around and the queen of darkness has become light! And the one who once was sunshine personified is now sporting dark shades and an ironic expression. Curses!
Strange, very strange to find that people dont see me as dark anymore, in fact they kind of ridicule me when I even suggest it! So when I said I want to overcome dualities (darkness and light being one of them) the universe actually believed me. Hmph.
It's like I have woken up in a parallel world. The queen of destruction actually building things? What has the world come to? Everything is the same but terribly different, my whole being I've known since forever has changed fundamentally so and I am a bit wierded out by it, to tell the truth. This transition, transformation has been occurring for a while now (about a year) but has only recently hit the nexxus point of no return. I related different to the world, the world and those in it relate differently to me........like being in someone else's skin.
Lots of random thoughts jumbling out, but if you know me and my similarly named counterpart best friend, then it will all suddenly make sense. Aaaah, you'll be saying right about now. (B squared, or R squared)
We've both just realized it and now that I have a cosmic moment (a whole week's worth in fact--whoo hoo!) the truth of it has caught up with me. I had been wondering what on earth was supporting me working 60-100 hours a week with eating pretty much nothing for 3 1/2 months. I guess it was all that cursed sunshine stealing up on me.
Strange, very strange to find that people dont see me as dark anymore, in fact they kind of ridicule me when I even suggest it! So when I said I want to overcome dualities (darkness and light being one of them) the universe actually believed me. Hmph.
It's like I have woken up in a parallel world. The queen of destruction actually building things? What has the world come to? Everything is the same but terribly different, my whole being I've known since forever has changed fundamentally so and I am a bit wierded out by it, to tell the truth. This transition, transformation has been occurring for a while now (about a year) but has only recently hit the nexxus point of no return. I related different to the world, the world and those in it relate differently to me........like being in someone else's skin.
Lots of random thoughts jumbling out, but if you know me and my similarly named counterpart best friend, then it will all suddenly make sense. Aaaah, you'll be saying right about now. (B squared, or R squared)
We've both just realized it and now that I have a cosmic moment (a whole week's worth in fact--whoo hoo!) the truth of it has caught up with me. I had been wondering what on earth was supporting me working 60-100 hours a week with eating pretty much nothing for 3 1/2 months. I guess it was all that cursed sunshine stealing up on me.