Good Period
I'm having a really good period at the moment. Starting from the few days where my parents left and I had the house to myself for a few days, giving me some space to think, to the period starting on Wednesday where I took the Eurostar to Montpellier, the Saturday I came back and even the Sunday with its training and Monday with some fun that really needs to be f-locked to talk about, lots of things that I've never really done but probably should have have slowly happened and most of it has been good, with only a few downsides at the moment.
At some point I really need to write out some of it, as a lot of the things that have happened are quite emotionally big things and I'm feeling a bit drained and overwhelmed by it all. It's something that made me realise how much I use the internet, blogging and my diary to basically keep me stable. By writing things down, it clarifies my thoughts and helps me express myself when people ask me my feelings. Without it, I really start to unbalance.
It's fun to see that because it's possible to see how my posting journal entries tails off as I approach the nervous breakdown at work, stay low and then suddenly spikes in the quiet period before I go to Montpellier.
At some point I really need to write out some of it, as a lot of the things that have happened are quite emotionally big things and I'm feeling a bit drained and overwhelmed by it all. It's something that made me realise how much I use the internet, blogging and my diary to basically keep me stable. By writing things down, it clarifies my thoughts and helps me express myself when people ask me my feelings. Without it, I really start to unbalance.
It's fun to see that because it's possible to see how my posting journal entries tails off as I approach the nervous breakdown at work, stay low and then suddenly spikes in the quiet period before I go to Montpellier.