I Asked God

[syndyrella]

I asked God to give me pears
He instead gave me apples

I asked God to let me pass
He instead let me in

I asked God to make me lean
He instead made me voluptous

I asked God for somebody special
He showed me my family and friends

I asked God to make me happy
He instead made me appreciative

I asked God if I could be His disciple
He instead allowed my own will to reign

I asked God for everything I imagined
And He provided me the opposite, the otherwise

I stopped asking God to give me what I wanted
I stopped asking Him to guide my decisions
And that was the time He granted my desires

Now, I am confused
Now, I am tired
Now, I am silent

But still, I think of Him
Analyzing whether the important aspects of my life shoule be offered solely to Him
Or should I just let destiny unfold itself

Because each time I asked God
He seems to lovin' it
And it never stops.

So, I asked God .....