Aug 01, 2005 23:32
So I just sat with mt good friend Ariel and consoled her because she thought that Phil was angry with her, really angry. Then, we found out that he wasn't angry at all and was just stressed (which was exactly what I told her). So after that me and Ariel sat there and stressed about the whole Phil moving out thing, he was supposed to be moving out tomorrow to move in with Ariel (his best friend Btw, and one of my close ones), so he discussed it with his parents and they said they'd phone the cops if he left home. We told him they couldnt do anything because he's sixteen years of age and at that point it's your decision. Well, he's not moving out tonight, but we don't know when of even if he's moving out at all.
Well, thats all fine and fucking dandy.
But then Ariel told me that Phil requested that I not come over to hang out tomorrow because at this point he's just snap and get angry at me. Can I just take a moment and sat what the fuck here? He would snap at ME? What have I dont wrong at all that he could possibly get pissed off at me for you might ask.
He's jealous (yeah, he's fucking JEALOUS) That i'm hanging out with his two best friends, and is afraid I might be replacing him (which could never happen, and we both know that). He wasn't jealous that I was spending time with his two best friends BEFORE be went out and he fucking cheated on me, was he?
He wasn't.
But now I'm not allowed to see two of my good friends (Ariel and Sophia) because Phil is being a FUCKING DOUCHEBAG!! I don't see how this adds up at all, he doesn something wrong, he gets emotionally unstable, and I now have to avoid HIM!
I don't often avpid people as a general rule, i'm one for stand up and fight or sit down and talk, running away=not the answer.
I AM SO PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW!!!
My life makes no sense, and I feel like I'm walking through a house upside-down in clown shoes and pants that don't fit.
It's aggrivating.