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I was excited to come home, but now am starting to regret it! I shouldn't feel this way, even though I am still very exited to see my friends I feel as though im coming back to the same drama that I left. I haven't even got home yet and all ready there are games being played that affects my life. I am not about bull shit and will not deal with any more games! If any one truly wants to be a friend to me then great, you know that I will be your friend till the end (sorry to sound cleche).If all you have is head ache and heart ache to send my way then don't bother to even talk to me, I dont have time in my life for petty bull shit. I hope that know one takes this the wrong way, but I am starting to feel good about my life and refuse to get pushed down by any one, I have spent to much of my life allowing that to happen! To those that have shown loyalty and have shown to be a friend to me, thank you and I appreciat the relationship that you have allowed for us to have. I do love my friends dearly, even the ones that have acted to be more like an enemy but I have learned that I can not help any one if I don't help my self and like I said before, I WILL NOT be pushed down by any one.