On Waking Up...

[syncopated_time]

 A strange thought:  I've spent a lot of time learning, "This is who I am," and teaching myself how to be OK with that and not try and make excuses for myself and be proud.  This morning the answering thought was, "But this is not who I was supposed to be."

I don't even think I want to try and reconcile those two things.  It might undo all the work I've done.

But... but... but...  *sigh*