Sirius?

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Did you find the chocolate?

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[thedogfather]

i found it but it was all melty.

still good though.

you remembered the kind i like moony.

[synchronously]

Of course I remembered.

How'd you sleep?

[thedogfather]

i slept.

it was cold.

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Were there not enough blankets? Did the warming charm not work right?

[thedogfather]

it is always cold moony.

it is cold without you.

[synchronously]

Think of something warm.

And I'll see what I can do.

[thedogfather]

i think of you.

this is the room i have ever been in

this is the room i could never breathe in
the black bunched in there like a bat

no light

but the torch and its faint

[synchronously]

Sirius?

Sirius I need you to hold it together.

I can't be there right now, but I can be here, that's the best I can do right; I can't fly in this time.

[thedogfather]

i hate it here i hate it hate it hate it

[synchronously]

I hate it, too.

I am going to do the most filthy things imaginable when you're out.

[thedogfather]

you wont want to because look at me. look at me. lookat me.

i am not the man i used to be, moony.

sorry.

comma for you there

[synchronously]

It was never just about the way you looked. I've grown out of love with bronzed adonises, anyway.

and i'm still going to do utterly filthy things to you no capitals or punctuation just for you christ this is horrendous

[thedogfather]

it looks weird when you write like that.

remember what you wrote on me?

do you remember?

its still there. i had them trace over it. that place in hogsmeade. on the wrong side where you never wanted to go.

an image of my heart that is smitten through
out of all likelihood, or reason.

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I wrote a lot of things on you.

Here:

B E A U T I F U L

[thedogfather]

you wrote that on my arm in runes.

i remember, remus.

[synchronously]

I remember, too.

Though I liked writing my name on you best.