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My parents wanted me to go to church with them today. I didn't go. It's always so tense when my dad asks me, and I know I could make him happy by just going and sitting there--but that doesn't feel right, not when I don't even understand what is being said. I mean, it's my soul I'm dealing with, I want to make sure I agree with what I'm...Eh, I feel bad that I didn't go. It would have made my parents and grandparents happy.
I think Nathan made it home safely, he's sent me a few AIM messages. It was around 4am and I had passed out. I'm angry at myself for falling asleep, but super happy to know that he made it to Perth safely. Now I just have to wait 3 weeks for him to return. I think it scares/makes uncomfortable how much I miss him when he leaves places. I would like to grow up a little more--I'm amazed at how childish I still am, at my age.
I'm glad the sun came back out.
I think Nathan made it home safely, he's sent me a few AIM messages. It was around 4am and I had passed out. I'm angry at myself for falling asleep, but super happy to know that he made it to Perth safely. Now I just have to wait 3 weeks for him to return. I think it scares/makes uncomfortable how much I miss him when he leaves places. I would like to grow up a little more--I'm amazed at how childish I still am, at my age.
I'm glad the sun came back out.