Changes...
Weird how things change isn't it. I feel as if my life's changed so much this year and i'm still not used to it...
For a start i'm caught in a serious relationship with someone i've known for about 3 years who just happens to be one of my friend's ex-girlfriends (and everyone seems fine with this ????). I've been getting phone calls from Kenya for the last couple of days and I'm walking to work reading an email on my phone i've received from a friend in Bolivia???
Has the world gone mad!!!!!!!!!!
Trouble is when i see my old friends they expect me to be same old Chris... same dreams and aspirations, they assume to know whats going on in my life because someone has told them something I have said or done. I really do have big love for you all but I've been away for a year and I really can't just jump back in straight away it's a little too much.
I know i've changed now, i've seen a different side of the world in my year here in Wales and it's been great. The one big way I've changed now is not getting into arguments, I really can't be bothered to argue with anyone or even give my side of the story. I've become alot more confident and I've started to realise that my side of the story doesn't matter. I'm not saying that people do't listen because they do all i'm saying is that it doesn't matter to me anymore... i'd rather just chat, have a drink, have sex, get caught and thrown out and then go to work the next morning and sit at my desk all day. Thats what i do people.
The job junting is going well in Birmingham. I've got high hopes for a company who called me yesterday twice, although the position I applied for has been filled they're willing to "create" a position for me because ofthe experience I have (providing I impress them when they meet of of course). I was beginning to get a little worried when one of my friends said there were no IT jobs in Birmingham and I even may have started to beleive him a little. But now i've actually started looking i've calmed down a lot and realised that my experience is getting me a lot of attention.
Things are going great with Mel... she's like a little Anime girl... bonza!!!
For a start i'm caught in a serious relationship with someone i've known for about 3 years who just happens to be one of my friend's ex-girlfriends (and everyone seems fine with this ????). I've been getting phone calls from Kenya for the last couple of days and I'm walking to work reading an email on my phone i've received from a friend in Bolivia???
Has the world gone mad!!!!!!!!!!
Trouble is when i see my old friends they expect me to be same old Chris... same dreams and aspirations, they assume to know whats going on in my life because someone has told them something I have said or done. I really do have big love for you all but I've been away for a year and I really can't just jump back in straight away it's a little too much.
I know i've changed now, i've seen a different side of the world in my year here in Wales and it's been great. The one big way I've changed now is not getting into arguments, I really can't be bothered to argue with anyone or even give my side of the story. I've become alot more confident and I've started to realise that my side of the story doesn't matter. I'm not saying that people do't listen because they do all i'm saying is that it doesn't matter to me anymore... i'd rather just chat, have a drink, have sex, get caught and thrown out and then go to work the next morning and sit at my desk all day. Thats what i do people.
The job junting is going well in Birmingham. I've got high hopes for a company who called me yesterday twice, although the position I applied for has been filled they're willing to "create" a position for me because ofthe experience I have (providing I impress them when they meet of of course). I was beginning to get a little worried when one of my friends said there were no IT jobs in Birmingham and I even may have started to beleive him a little. But now i've actually started looking i've calmed down a lot and realised that my experience is getting me a lot of attention.
Things are going great with Mel... she's like a little Anime girl... bonza!!!