Dec 29, 2007 07:45
Well,
Things are pretty fucking pointless.
Everyday I sit here alone.
he leaves me here,
where did he go?
"Somewhere"
When will he be back?
"Sometime"
*Throws off necklase
And wipes off lip gloss*
I was told I was going to Best Buy
to use my Xmas Card I got.
Now it turns out I was being lead on.
He has OTHER plans tonight.
What are they? How would I know..
I never know what's going on
Where he is, What he's doing.
I never know anything anymore.
The last and only time I hung out,
outside of the house in two years
Was with Roxanne, once.
I'm going insane.
I really can't stand this.
-_-
He leaves coz he knows I can't go.
He wont let me work coz he doesn't
want to watch our son..
I have no hobbies
Nothing to occupy me.
I'm sick of sims right now..
...I miss having a life..
Going OUT..
I get no attention.
He's never here..
So there's no one
to listen, or care..
I just want him to
show me..
That he loves me.
He's never bought me anything, ugh
bye