Apr 13, 2005 14:11
well....today was great i stayed home from skool....but i was madd bored so it kinda sucked lol....n yesterday i spent an extra like 3 to 4 hours in skool cuz of my stupid chorus concert...i had to be at skool at like 6:15 n then i didnt like till like 9:20....it was real queer...i didnt like it at all n our concert kinda sucked ne wayz cuz no one knew wut they were doin...it was mostly the freshmen..go figure cuz they r madd gay in my skool n like to piss everyone off....i dont hate freshmen..its just the kids at my skool r dicks..but oh well...n i had yet another dream bout him....yes, n it was once again one of the dreams where u just wish u could wake up next to that person cuz thats how real it felt..n i dont kno wut to do bout this stuff ne more...i really wanna see him....idk....i really care bout him....n last nite at the concert i saw my ex n it sucked cuz we dont talk n apparently he hates me for sum reason..i have no idea y...n i think his girlfriend hates me too, which i find real retarded cuz i didnt even do nething to her but im over it...who cares...skool is almost over n i only have one year left n then i can get the hell outta this shit town...but ne wayz....ppl suck n life in general is pissin me off rite now..yeah, life is wonderful....