Grrrrr

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Martha is going back home to Poland in a couple hours. She wont be back here til next summer i think. Im really sad. Im really gunna miss her. I didnt think saying goodbye to her tonite would be so hard but it was.

Other things in life arent exactly perfect either which doesnt help nething.

Sumtimes i wish i could go to sleep n not wake up. Or wake up n find everything fixed and/or just the way it should be.

Im not that lucky am i?