I Look In Ur Eyes And I Just Say That Im Thinkin About U
so, yeah ive got a problem....im confused bout a situation....i thought i was alrite and knew how to control my feelings and do the right thing by being happy, but doing the right thing is eating me up inside....i really am happy but i cant help but feel like im at the bottom. i feel like i cant control nething and i can see it slowly drifting away....why is being happy for sumone so difficult when you care so much about them?
i realized sumthing today in gym class, it was like an epiphany. i have a lot of regrets about high school, okay well not regrets but things i wish i would have payed closer attention to....i wish i would have gotten more involved and gotten to kno sum of my friends a lot better, because i look back now n realized that i had soo much fun n i have great friends, but i could aslo have done so much more. i cant wait to leave n start a new life and at the same time i wish i wouldve tried harder in my current life. but ive learned a lot n met sum amazin ppl that i hope i will remain close with. i really did have an amazing time learning with the ppl i did.
i realized sumthing today in gym class, it was like an epiphany. i have a lot of regrets about high school, okay well not regrets but things i wish i would have payed closer attention to....i wish i would have gotten more involved and gotten to kno sum of my friends a lot better, because i look back now n realized that i had soo much fun n i have great friends, but i could aslo have done so much more. i cant wait to leave n start a new life and at the same time i wish i wouldve tried harder in my current life. but ive learned a lot n met sum amazin ppl that i hope i will remain close with. i really did have an amazing time learning with the ppl i did.