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hell. i dont even know what the fuck is wrong with me ne more. i fucking hate life and everythng sems to be going down the drain. havents talked to katie in a few weeks. so , ya there goes that. and to think that i. simple ol brando is happy and cheerful and not full of teenage hate and rage for the society. ARRRRRRG.well ne way my friend brenden samse is in twon for a few weeks from maine, he's staying at my place till the 19th. i've been playing my video games and working....LIKE A FUCKING SLAVE. my dad.....i cant stand him. he ruins everything for. he exspects me to a A+ student with me working here fucking almost 40 hours + with school. im a fucking teenager still. i dont need all these fucking responsibilities. jeseus fucking christ.i think the only way to make me happy right now s to find a female who can hold a convosation with me and who likes me for who i am. i mean hell that is all i am really looking for in life. my mom on the other hand. just got out of surgery. and well my sister pisses her off. and guess who mother takes the anger out on???? yep me. dont know why. i just stay in my room and play my games all day i dont do shit to piss her off so i dont see why she needs to yell and bicker at me for shit that doesent even concern me.well on that note. im gunna right a lil something i've been working on or a about 20 min.
you transend me, u apprerend me. all i've known has gone down the drain. my soul is burning. and i am yourning for something i could never have. yet i wait..and i try. to decieve what lies these broken eyes. but is all falls apart.is it breaks the spirit within this heart to nothing..to nothing.
lay me down to rest. leave me here at best. let me lie in dream , where i can make what i see. live life like your dead. try not to look ahead. just live in the moment.
you saw me in my dispare.yet u continued to walk away. i spoke out to you. u had nothing to say. why do u do this to me when i reach out to u. why do u always ingnore me. when i've done so much for u. i see ur just victim, to everything you hate. u the man on the boat, useing me for bait.
lay me down to rest, leave here at best. let me lie in dream where i make what i see. live like you were dead. try not to look ahead. just live in the moment.
well thats all i've been able to come up with. hopefully some of u plp out there can give me some positive feed back. if not well then just rip on it all the fuck u want. i could really care less.
you transend me, u apprerend me. all i've known has gone down the drain. my soul is burning. and i am yourning for something i could never have. yet i wait..and i try. to decieve what lies these broken eyes. but is all falls apart.is it breaks the spirit within this heart to nothing..to nothing.
lay me down to rest. leave me here at best. let me lie in dream , where i can make what i see. live life like your dead. try not to look ahead. just live in the moment.
you saw me in my dispare.yet u continued to walk away. i spoke out to you. u had nothing to say. why do u do this to me when i reach out to u. why do u always ingnore me. when i've done so much for u. i see ur just victim, to everything you hate. u the man on the boat, useing me for bait.
lay me down to rest, leave here at best. let me lie in dream where i make what i see. live like you were dead. try not to look ahead. just live in the moment.
well thats all i've been able to come up with. hopefully some of u plp out there can give me some positive feed back. if not well then just rip on it all the fuck u want. i could really care less.