Miss You Love.. I love the way I love..
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Quizilla HOW FUCKING IRONIC!!!
Im such a stalker... but like I care right? I wish... but now is not the time, I know....I will catch the next bus and all will be well with the world! Happy happy joy joy, with bunnies ("happy" ones), and none of the puke sitting in the back of my throat! Fuck, yes Im bitter...I just wish I could understand, or at least be a fly on the wall to see her being happy... and I say that hesitantly and hopefully, both wanting and not for her to know I care and love her, although I may not understand her right now, and somewhere (behind the hurt which inevitably is there) I miss her and want to hug her, or maybe kiss her on the forhead. Kind of like those Astral projection style dreams, where words may not neccessarily be spoken, but there is an understanding and a serenity.
"Dear God, grant me the strenth to accept the things I cannot change..."
but I can change things....damn it! I fight it! Its hard to be your own God sometimes...tiring. thats enough for today. I am emotionally drained. I love you all, my little loves....wherever you are, and also, my big love, no matter WHAT! but you are MUCH cuter when you smile! :)